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[] I am shorter than 5'4. nope, I’m 5’9
[] I think I'm ugly. God made me pretty!
[] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color. Red, brown, black, and blonde streaks! Yeah!
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I think so*
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. Most of the time I don’t care but sometimes I do!
[x] I've had braces. Sure have!
[] I wear contacts
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. I don’t need it, God made me perfectly in his image!!
[] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. Me attractive?? Thanks!
[] I have more than 2 piercings.
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles. Unfortunately!

Family/Home Life

[] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home. I did not get far! Mom came after me too soon! Lol!
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.  Praise God!!!
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[] I've had children.
[] I've lost a child.

School/Work

[x] I'm in school. Dookey!
[] I have a job.

[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. Today!! lol*
[] I almost always do my homework. Never!
[x] I've missed a week or more of school. Flu, pneumonia, and surgery!
[] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. Uh-oh!
[] I failed a class last year.
[] I've stolen something from my job
[] I've been fired.
[x] I've skipped school. I skipped some of 4^th today (me and brittani, but Mrs. Rooster Head Bolyard caught us!!) and I have before, many of times just walking and lollygagging around!

Embarrassment

[] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing. At the ranch in November was the last time!!
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. Everyday!
[x] I've glued my hand to something I've superglued myself to Kristen!*
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.

[] I've had my pants rip in public no, but ive been shanked, lots!

Health

[x] was born with a disease/illness. Acid reflux disease
[x] I've gotten stitches. In my lip! Owie!
[] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend. Cousins can be friends*
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery. Not too serious, but still very scary!
[x] I've had chicken pox. I gave them to Dave!

Traveling

[x] I've ridden over 200 miles in one day.
[] I've been on a plane
[] I've been to Canada.
[] I've been to Mexico.
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan.
[] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.

Experiences

[] I've gotten lost in my city.
[] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. Lots n lots!
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. Winterfest!
[] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've been an abuse victim. My momma, just kiddin, shes whipped me though!
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. I don’t even like milk! yuck
[] I've crashed a car. (Kayla has!)
[x] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone. I got a beaten for it, too! L

[x] I've ridden in a taxi.

Relationships

[x] I'm single
[] I'm in a relationship
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married.
[] I've had someone cheat on me.
[] I've gone on a blind date.

[x] I miss someone right now. All of my friends!
[] I have a fear of commitment.
[] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've cheated in a relationship.
[] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. I’m very sorry sissy, I will always love u, no matter what!****


Honesty/Crime

[x] I am a terrible liar. I can’t lie good!
[] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game. Just about all of them!
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[] I've run a red light.
[] I've been suspended from school.
[] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[] I've been arrested.
[] I've shoplifted

Drugs/Alcohol

[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I regularly drink.
[] I've passed out from drinking.
[] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.

[] I've smoked weed
[] I've done hard drugs.
[] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. Just not from drugs!
[] I've hurt myself on purpose
[] I'm addicted to self harm.
[] I've woken up crying.
[x] I've cried myself to sleep.
[] I see a therapist.

Death and Suicide

[] I'm afraid of dying. I ain't sceered to meet my maker and savior/ father!
[x] I hate funerals. It is sad!
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[] Someone close to me has committed suicide.

Materialism

[x] I own over 5 rap CDs. Christian!
[] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[] I own something from Abercrombie. I ain’t no prep!!

Political/Social Attitudes

[] In general, I don't like people.
[x] I'm a feminist. duh- ain't i a girl!???? 
[x] I'm very outgoing. 
[x] I'm religious. GO JESUS!!! Woot-woot!

Random

[x] I am a very random person. I'M VERY RANDOM!!!
ing well.
[] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[] I watch the news.
[] I don't kill bugs. YUCKY!!! My big bub does that! (DAVE)
[] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[] I am a morning person. I will never be!!
[] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[] I'm a snob about grammar. I ain't that bad!
[] I love being neat. It just happends! 
[] I love Spam
[] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue. red!
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[] I am in love with love.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[] I eat fast food weekly
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. Thanks Barbara Rowley!!
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[] I love white chocolate
[] I bite my nails.
[] I play video games
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[] I'm good at remembering names
[] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have an idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. Follow God’s plan!! Duh**

[x] I am a cool person.  Duh!!!

[x] My answers are totally honest.

WELL, i'd love to hear your answers, if u dont wanna answer one of em just delete it! please copy this and plug in your answers!! love u guys! c some of ya @ church!!*** love ya!!

just a song and some scripture for ya'll**

Yet still I rise!!

Shattered, but I’m not broken. Wounded, but I will heal. Heavy the load, the cross I bare. Lonely the road, I try, I dare.

Shaken, but here I stand. Weary, still I press on. Long are the nights, the tears I cry. Dark are the days, no sun in the sky.

Yet still I rise. Never to give up, never to give in. Against all eyes, yet still I rise, high above the clouds. At times I feel low, yet still I rise.

Sometimes I’m troubled, but not in despair, struggling, I make my way through. Trials, they come to make me strong. I must endure, I must press on.

Yet still I rise. Never to give up, never to give in. Against all eyes, yet still I rise, high above the clouds. At times I feel low, yet still I rise. Above all my problems, above all my eyes can see. My God is able to strengthen me, yes, to strengthen me. Yet still I rise. Never to give up, never to give in. Against all eyes, yet still I rise, high above the clouds. At times I feel low, yet still I rise. I need to know which way to go, yet still I rise at times, I feel so low. Yet still I rise.

                              YET STILL I RISE!!

Psalm 1:3 You shall be planted like a tree planted by the rivers of water, that brings forth its fruit in its season, whose leaves also shall not wither; and whatever you do, you shall prosper.

Psalm 19:1-3 The heavens declare the glory of God; and the firmament shows His hands' work.  Day unto day utters speech, and night unto night reveals knowledge. There is no speech nor language where even the smallest voices are not heard. 

Psalm 62:1-2 Truly, my soul silently waits for God; from Him comes my salvation; He is my defense; I shall not greatly be moved.

Psalm 69:34 Let Heaven and Earth praise Him, the seas and everything that moves in them.

I LOVE U GUYS!! I hope U all have a blessed day in which the wonderful Lord hath made!! Rejoice and be glad in it!!

Currently Listening Redemption Songs By Jars of Clay see related

Long Week!!

well, this has been such a long week...

on tuesday, I didn't do much.... in spanish, we had our fiesta... yucky!! 

Wednesay.... well i went to art... we got our new schedules. I went to church, Pam taught: she did a great job!! woohoo! oh.... my bro and terri are going out! they are a cute couple... they are cute together!

Thursday...  went to church, we just at around and talked, mom had drama practice, i went to bed early about, 10:00.

Friday, long day, it was pretty boring, tried to get Katie to come over and stay all night, she couldn't b/c her momma wouldnt let her! well, hten i called LC and she was at her uncles or sumthin. I also made up a great drama for a couple of us to do! i think it will open eyes and help Christians who are in our community see what lies with in their heart!!

Today, I woke up about 11:30, I dunno y i woke up so early... i usually sleep late... im havin a bad day all ready, mom is startin on my case!

so, that has been my long week!!!

here is some word 4 ya'll! <3 ya!

I'm forgiven because HE was forsaken! I'm accepted because HE was condemed! I am alive and well, because His spirit lives within me! God has forgiven me of my every sin... i will never know how much it cost to see my sin upon that cross! I love the LORD!!!** <3 ya'll too! God bless!

oh, in a few weeks, (11 days) me and katie are gonna sing and do a drama or 2, youth night!!

Well, where can i even start to begin... its been a long day at school, again!

      this morning:

woke up , prayed,  washed my face, went pee-pee , got some water, got my clothes on, found some sox, brushed and straightened my hair, brushed my teeth, put on some makeup (war paint as my mamma would say), put on my bracelets, and did some other stuff to get ready for  school, went outside, froze in the coldness of the morning, prayed (again) waiting 4 the bus,  got on the bus, went to 1st block... school has begun... woohoo....  ... not!

1st block: did worksheet... lol: the crabb family is on the tv right now! lol.. ok back to 1st block... oh channel one was on: boo!

2nd block: well.. what do u think happened in spanish today??? exactly... nothing!!!!! he is a teacher and just talks about soft ball and foot ball. bekkah and sydnee try to get on his nerves but he just dont get it! lol! well.. he asked us what we learned, well to me its what we didnt learn, in spanish this year... b/c i've learned stuff about not calling peeps the 'r' word (retard) he don't like it, not to chew gum in there... u have 2 put ur name on the board and stay after class... not very fun..., oh.. of course... i learned about soccer, baseball, soft ball, and foot ball... boring!! times a million! and  i learned nothing about spanish b/c we are always talking about the bull fighting or soft ball... oh yeah... bekkah brown is going to be a quarterback... yep i know what u r thinking... what kinda teacher is this!! me too!!

lunch: just sat around with Katie bug, Kayla P., brittani: coolest kid ever, emily, ashley, and some more folk.

3rd block: umm... listened to mrs. rowley blabba.

4th block: well mrs. bolyard made us make a family! woo-hoo.... not!  we made the 'wump family' my group: cassandra, charlie, morgan, and someother kid, made a tall, skinny person... umm his name was 'thug wump' lol! well she is crazy... she needs prayer and lip stick remover for your teeth... everyday she has lipstick on her teeth! it is so funny!!!

when i came home... i did nothin... made somethin for the stupid spanish fiesta tomorrow... bummer!  and   then i played with my poochies: baby and angel... the love (s) of my life... besides God! well.. that is my day... long -n- boring! well i also looked up some scripture that is cool so i will share it with ya'll:

Behold The Lamb:

John 1:1-3:  In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.  The same was in the beginning with God. All things were made by Him; and without Him not any thing made that was made.

John 1:29:  Behold the Lamb of God that taketh away the sins of the world.

John 1:36:  And John looked to Jesus as he walked, and he said, Behold here is the Lamb of God.  

The Holy Spirit:

John 1: 26:  John answered them, saying, I baptize thee with water: but there standeth among ye, whom ye know not; (ye is Jesus Christ… the Lamb of God who taketh away the sins of the world.)

John 1: 32 - 36:  And John bare record, saying, I saw the Spirit descending from heaven like a dove, and it abode upon him. And I knew him not: but he that sent me to baptize with water, the same said unto me, Upon whom thou shalt see the Spirit descending, and remaining on him, the same is he which baptizeth with the Holy Ghost. And I saw, and bare record that this was the Son of God. Again the next day after John stood up with two of his disciples; And he looked upon Jesus as he walked, saying, Behold the Lamb of God.

I think there are some teens in our youth group that desire the Holy Spirit to dwell in them, with evidence of speaking in tongues, but, they haven’t actually stepped out and took it yet. There are about 3-5 teens that are ready and the Holy Spirit is so close, you can reach out and touch His garment, and I believe you will receive your prayer language before the year 2007. Your blessing is right there just reach out and get it! When you receive the prayer language, you have to exercise it and use it when God gives you the words, you may say, God what is this… when you see your prayer results, you will know what you were uttering and praying about. *If you don’t speak it when God gives it to ya… u WILL be sorry! He will have consequences… obey the Lord ya’ll!!! I love ya'll and those who want the holy ghost, next time pastor mentions it,,,,,,, run to that altar!!! well, im gonna go now! <3 yall so much!    have a blessed day that the wonderful Lord hath made!!!! i love Jesus and ******<<<<<< (some one very  sweet and special!!**